Happiness/Love/Family

Well, alot has happened again...lol...we went to california to visit my mom and realized that she needs to freaking move down here. Her current boyfriend is a jerk in my eyes, name calling my little nine year old brother which Just pisses me off to no end. Well we introduced my mother to a new guy out here and she is COMPLETELY motivated to move here. which is awesome. We are looking at houses and jobsfor her now. she is a registered phlebotomist and an amazing one at that. We are struggeling a bit financially but we know we will come out of this rut. I have a scheduled appointment to get tattooed. I am way excited. it will be located on my neck. BIG STEP. but well worth it to me. My in laws i feel are gonna freak...i dont want to dissapoint them but john and i are totally happy with tattoos and my mom calls me a coloring book which is so totally cute. Since john and i had that big big fight a few weeks ago we have learned alot about eachother. We are WAY happy, and have learned to communicat alot more. We are truelly in love with one another and we both know it. i will write more again soon.

Tatiana Hansen

The D Word

well what to say......this morning was the worlds worste day...john and i got into the biggest fight. To the point that divorce was brought up in front of the kids. John and i discussed it all and we are perfect now, but oh boy i was honestly scared. He and i are stressing so much right now due to money. Which is always the issue of everyones problems. He has quite his job and decided to venture off on his own, well at first i was like that was awesome, but nopw that bills are coming up due im like uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but in the end we worked it out. I love john with all my heart and the boys and he loves me with all my heart. I know that for a fact because as soon as we looked at each other we smiled....and hugged. i have recognized that i have not been fully supportive and i am wanting to change. i want a better lifestyle. I love my family and i love myself enough to not be negative anymore. please let me know if you all have relationship advice and marital advice.l

tatiana hansen

ITS BEEN FOREVER

I KNOW I KNOW ITS BEEN FOREVER since i have written a blog, well alot has happened, i am going to sum it up really quick and then write more in the next couple of days with pictures....we got a new addition to our family, his name is Charlie, he is my puppies daddie, so we were way excited. He is so freaking cute. I have gotten 4 tattoos since i have last written...2 on my feet on near my wrist and one under my arm next to my armpit. Its so cool...john has started his sleeve and got a HUGE koi fish on his neck. Well what else nothing much just enjoying life and livin it. Talk more in a second. LOVE YALL

tatiana hansen

Well i got another tattoo...By one of the best artists that i know. Sam from Idle Hands Tattoo.I came in saying that i wanted Pinstriping and he completely FREE HANDED my tattoo, it took 45 minutes, and wasnt all that painful. I love my tattoo and my tattoo artist. I am so glad that i found them on Myspace. I am already talking to him about planning my next one. Just wanted to post pics of my new tattoo. Hope ya like

*~*Just Me*~*

HMMMM...that is what this image reminds me of. John and Tatiana, what can you say about us....HMMM...full of love, fun, funny, sweet, amazing relationship, soulmates, learn to deal and accept what is given to them. John and i have talked and we have decided that in a few weeks we are going to try counciling...everyone is asking why you guys are always happy and look so good, but john and i want us to last, we have a few flaws when we argue but when we argue it lasts about an hour then we just smile and move on. lol. John and i will do what ever we can to make US work. We want to be the perfect couple that people just see and go "ahhhh they are so cute" though we get that now, we want everyone to know that we are real and we love eachother so much. John and i have talked lots about growing old together and being those adorable old people that hold hands that walk down the streets, or eating lunch together talking about the small things that are so funny to them. We have gone through alot, including many COURT dates due to his ex wife, and both of them wanting the kids, but we have been homeless, he has lost all of his friends, due to me not meeting there standards, no car, not seeeing the boys, nothing. Now, we have a 3 bedroom house, with a pool, 3 cars, john is going to be going off on his own soon YAYAYAYAYa. and i can go to hair school soon, johns friends are the coolest, they have come by to hang and are really trying to get to know me, and we have the boys every week, which we are trying and fighting for more. For the longest time i hated Johns Ex wife, she just could not stop, but now i dont let her get to me, john and i have such a positive outlook on life now, nothing bothers us as much anymore (kill them with a smile). John and i are reaching 2 years of being married and wow, TOTALLY WORTH ALL IT. If i had to pass one word of wisdom on to future married couples, i would have to say LISTEN to eachother. Its the greatest amount of respect and worth it in the end.