Friday, May 21, 2010

Love in all Colors

Matty and i are completely different people! We are young and old, wise and new, red and Blue!!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Well my life is about to change again! A different road a different journey and different aspects! At first I was sad and angry about the current situation but actually I am STOKED! I have so much more to learn about myself and moving forward with this slump I am in will be positive and productive. During this process I have learned who my true friends are so I guess cleaning house like this is a GREAT thing! There are a couple of people that stand out in my mind that have just really talked to me and let me know they aren’t going anywhere due to the situations going on! YAY!  Btw KIMM I love you! My mom has totally been a motivator as well….bless her heart (SERIOUSLY) she is the GREATEST momma I must say!
With that being said and getting it off my chest….all I have to say is:


Monday, May 17, 2010


So i have included a few pics below for everyone to see. :) ENJOY
I gotta end with a smiles for mom!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

We are who we are.. And Who we were born to be - Matthew Amato

I have asked Matty to write something for me to post on my are his words below:

Life is short.. For the most part, we are lucky our lives even began.. People come and go, but there are always the ones who were there from the start to finish… This doesn’t necessarily mean literally from birth to death but the birth of your relationship to death do we part…; I have gone through my touch times from the day I was born and still, go through them daily… Being gay isn’t something that I chose for myself Yes, it is something I was born with. By saying that, I do not mean it is a disease but a soul of its own… Everyone has their own soul, and deep down the truth is what sets you free… Destiny and fate are not false beliefs.. We are born and destined to be who we are…

Miss Tatiana is the female lover of my life.. She is my mother, my sister, my best friend and most of all.. She is always there for me… I have my boyfriend of 24 hours that I think I could possibly already be falling in love with… We haven’t known each other for long, but from the beginning have been 100% honest and open with one another.. He has a pretty rough past but I am always there for him… Today was honestly the best day of my life… My mom “Tatiana” drove me to get my boyfriend.. And then as sweet as she is drove him home and they had one on one bonding time… That honestly meant the world to me that the 2 best people in my life right now, love each other.. I can’t say that I have parents of my own. My parents have basically decided to neglect me and form me into their new disappointment.. But honestly all I have to say is.. Fuck you…  I have a few others around.. But this entry is mainly for them.. I have who I need and although there are only these 2 who I am truly in love with… I still can say I love my life.

MATTHEW I LOVE YOU!!!!!! I am always going to be here for you!

It Doesnt Matter

I know so many cool people in my life....tonight was a special night as my matty met up with his BF ian! Here is our time together:

Friday, May 14, 2010

Why Do People Open Their Mouths!

Ok so this evening it was brought to my attention by a friend of mine that Gays did he put it "Gross" ..... Now lets back up a little .... i have many friends that are Gay including my father. Now i take PERSONAL offense to that comment being made. He continued to make comments like that till i just couldn't take it anymore! He then continued to say that they weren't welcome in "this" house. I am like wait what....they aren't perverts....he acts like they are a disease. How disrespectful!

This is such a sensitive subject to so many people its ridiculous! NOW why does this topic have to be such a damn issue! It pisses me off cause they aren't different. They work the same jobs as all of us, they eat at the same places, buy the same cars, and dammit they are HUMAN just like everyone else! If you are going to open your mouth around me make sure its positive cause you dont know who it affects!