Saturday, April 5, 2008

The D Word

well what to say......this morning was the worlds worste day...john and i got into the biggest fight. To the point that divorce was brought up in front of the kids. John and i discussed it all and we are perfect now, but oh boy i was honestly scared. He and i are stressing so much right now due to money. Which is always the issue of everyones problems. He has quite his job and decided to venture off on his own, well at first i was like that was awesome, but nopw that bills are coming up due im like uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but in the end we worked it out. I love john with all my heart and the boys and he loves me with all my heart. I know that for a fact because as soon as we looked at each other we smiled....and hugged. i have recognized that i have not been fully supportive and i am wanting to change. i want a better lifestyle. I love my family and i love myself enough to not be negative anymore. please let me know if you all have relationship advice and marital advice.l

tatiana hansen

1 comment:

K said...

I was always underm the impression that you and John were soo perfect...Well you 2 r perfect for each other. I so understand whats going on between you...money is such a stupid thing to let get between you...and its hard not to let it. You and I are in a very similar situation, sweetie, we both got insta-family and bills! lmao. I'm so totally here for you- we may even be able to give each other advice in different areas...I may have a few about your punky hair salon... luvs and hugs, K