Relaxed

Well i know for a fact that i am truly on my way to succeed. I heard some news today which i will not disclose and i actually didn't care. It was awesome. It's quite amazing. I know that my relationships in the future are going to be far greater than the ones in the past. I do hope John the best in his future and hope that he does succeed in life.

I am sitting here on my couch thinking wow i did this...i am living on my own paying my own bills going out and actually having fun. This i could get use to lol.

For once its truly about ME. Discovering what i like to do what i like to love. It's nice to know that people are falling more and more in love with me. I had completly lost who i was for 4 years and my high school friends see that i am coming back and are beyond excited. I love all of you who stuck by me through the worst of things. You know who you are. ;)

I hope that when people read this entry they see that progress is happening and faster than what i would have thought. This blog is not only about my past and happiness with John but the troubles we had and the end of John and i. I have met and will continue to meet new friends and you never know my happiness with someone else could be around the corner or 5 years from now but im going to totally enjoy the path i have taken.

XoXo to everyone reading.

Tatiana