Discovering whom one is I would have to say is the hardest thing a person could do. I recently asked my friend…. “Who are you?” She thought about it…pondered and just couldn’t define who she was. We as people are so wrapped up in what other people view us as...our daily work…our home routines that we individually don’t take time in defining who we are. I sit here seriously thinking “ok who am I, who is Tatiana, who is it that I want to be” and to be honest I think I have a pretty good idea as to who I am. Now figuring out who I was I must say was one of the hardest things in the world! But I recently have someone in my life who is helping me figure this all out! I have a handful of girlfriends but there is also a specific friend of mine named Michael who is just forcing me to see the greatness in myself and making me realize that I am great with who I am and not trying to be someone who I think “he would like”. So first and foremost I want to say thank you so much.
Now visually Tatiana is a short, thick, tattooed, red haired, pierced girl. I visually intimidate people not intentionally but it happens. At first I would get so upset, hurt, offended but now I accept and not that I don’t care but I just don’t waste my time anymore trying to change peoples views on how they view tattoos. I look at it this way if you are so shallow to just judge me off my looks you don’t deserve to know who I really am.
Now who I really am is honestly a great person. I am loyal, trusting, sweet, caring, supportive, honest, funny, rhythmic, creative and up and foremost UNIQUE! I will always stand by my friends no matter what happens. I will sacrifice anything for my friends and family. My exterior is “hard” looking but my inside is a teddy bear.
Now when asked “who is Tatiana” that is easy Tatiana is colorful in all cases! I think the one word to describe me would have to be Colorful! As that can mean so many things from physical appearance to personality! I like that! LOL! Being that it just hit me! Tatiana is colorful! Lol! Sounds funny but totally fits!
I have gotten the nickname “knuckles” do to me getting my knuckle tattoos! It’s awesome! Lol my tattoo artist gave me the name when he tattooed “NERD CORE” on my knuckles!