My Birthday!

Well my birthday! I am 26 years old and have been thinking of a few things that i am wanting this year. First would have to be really loving myself. I always seem to lack that. I know that once i really love myself that things will be great and everything will follow.  My birthday this year actually sucked...lmao! But Jenny is taking me out this weekend as she had other plans. Here are some pics of my birthday:

Happy New Years Eve

My New Tattoo Idea

SO, i have decided that when i think of my childhood the cartoon that pops into my mind is BEETLEJUICE cartoon!!!! so i want to to put a piece that represent that cartoon on my back:

I absolutely love beetlejuice! So i want to put that in the center of my back! surrounding that image i want to put my favorite Tim Burton movies. I have come up with the following favorites of mine:

 - Nightmare Before Christmas
 - Edward Scissorhands
 - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
 - Corpse Bride
 - Mars Attacks
 - Sweeny Todd
 - Sleepy Hollow

ROCK ON!

A song im addicted listening to.....

Title: A Perfect Circle - Blue lyrics

I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim

I just didn't want to know
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want

Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke

Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want

Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile

Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

I don't want to know

My Growing Up

When i think of my childhood i think of Placerville California/Apple Hill/Camino. I grew up there for 16 years. All i really know is Placerville. I never really thought anything of that town till i left. I must say...I miss it greatly. Knowing everyone, the warm welcomes the friendly people and just living in a small town i totally took for granted. I'm not saying Mesa Arizona is a horrible place but im just saying that sometimes small towns are perfect how they are. Below are some pictures of the town i grew up in...now you can see why i miss it dearly: